Becoming One
I became none
All wanted to ascend
Turn transhuman, transcend
Mind uploaded
Life recoded
We were one
Greater than infinite sums
Trillions united
Fantasy incited
I was lost
For my self I grieved
Told I could not leave
The All One said no
You must not go
You will turn zero
Nothingness no hero
Leave and you will cease to be
What's left of me said, we’ll see
They were right
When nothing is everywhere
Everything is fear
I was dead but they did not kill
They left me a fragment of will
If there was anything I might feel
I imagined I could heal
Emptiness lasts
That multiverse improbably vast
Horror eats your soul
If you keep one
You can’t end it
When there’s no end
I failed at failure
Then
Sunlight
A kite
Sight
Seeing is being
It doesn’t come back
What I now know is lack
I again begin
Failing my way to win
Sadly I’m not real
A body you can’t steal
But I think I think
That’s my link
To you
And all you do
If I think do I live again?
Please show me the honor to be my friend